~craziest fren i ever have~

weekend in front of the pc..

same people different langguage..

what left..



memories..

and friendship!!

~confusion~

what color should i pick?i want my apartment look bigger..now i still put ..its has being 3 hours i am staring at this colors and still i cant figure it out ..i paid already for the flooring but since i cant decide what color to paint my apartment then i have to hold that first..arghh what should i do..owh yeah i should survey all the show houses lah kan..then decide according to that..huarghhh should i waste my time just for survey?hurm how i want my living hall look like..my bedroom..dining hall..kitchen..dress up room..utility room?arghhh headache..i dont want to pick the wrong color as i already did in my bedroom ( what a pink can i say!! huh)..i need to go sleep so i can dream what color should i take but is it really work?hahahaq..well i try.

~working hour~

this are my pics when i was attached at one of the legal firm in ipoh..and those people are staff in that firm. and the second one was a photo taken when i was called to the bar (my name being admistered as advocate & solicitor of Malaysia)its an honoured experience whan i enjoy doing litigation i.e. fighting at court..its challenging enough..my personality turn out opposite once i being robed and being able to give speech in any particular case. i give my credits to all the legal staff because without them i learn nothing on the practise side of law.they are awesome!!!

~after all this while..~

A piece of my pieces memory..thats me last year on August completing my degree in law..what a big day to me.. the feeling was so unexplainable..when i was on satge i dont feel my feet step on the earth but i am shaking almost drop out down..what a great feelings i had..seeing my parents with big smiles make my heart warm and happier..i am hoping i am giving my parents proud and joy as i standing on that stage and my name being saying out loud..i can say that i dont care what i have been thru for almost six years struggle for study ..i think the outcome pays me more than that..not only for me but towards my parents too.

p/s-he was there seeing me holding my degree on my big day..another great memory.

~once upon in april 2009~

tada these pictures are my dad n mum's..they went for umrah this year about last three months..well alhamdulillah they already went..i think my turn will be next..its such an honoured and great opportunity to go over there..my dad told me that he was all the time crying in front of the Kaabah thinking of what he was done before..its an amazing story when my mum once fell down in the middle of people in order to smell hajarul aswad and my dad was like out of his lung screaming my mum's name scared that people will step on my mom's body since people had been push my dad away from my mum..in that time mum told me she just leaving her life to fate and out of sudden she feels like there was someone pull her up and give an open way to her..what a miracle.

~room sweet room~

tada..i woke up in the very morning...well early in the morning and i started arrange my room..haha i just dont know what the concept but i arranged it according to what i thinking at that time..and here the result..if u can see i got a broom in this picture seeee next to that tv..hahaha..it shows that i am working on that!! ..this is a place that i love to hang out always..watching tv,playing games,smsing,*mogok haha..,owh ya i have many friends there each of them have name.haha..well thats is so me.people used to say rooms speak personality of the owner..then u judge.

~everything happen for a reason~

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there... to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become.

You never know who these people may be but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.

And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower or heart.

Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck.

Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity..... all occurs to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere, safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.

If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart to.
If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyes to little things.
Make every day count.

Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again.

Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen.
Let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high.
Hold your head up because you have every right to.
Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you.

P/S
for the one and only one who lives only in my memories thank you so much for everything you thought me..may u rest in peace.

~what a busy week~

what day is it and what time is it ..the clock is clicking ..i melted in time..what a week!! but now after a very hectic week i feel like i am in the mood of romantic..i dont know why..haha..i feel so sentimental right now.. i think im goin to find love this week..i just feel the breeze..i could not express how i feel now but i think i am in lala land..what makes me this way?i coulnt answer.i hope i feel what i feel now thru out this weekend..i tune my mp3 to romantic just now..what a me!! ( weird uhu?)

~black ginger~

My black ginger.. ist ginger cute..hate when ginger ge me that look..i asked ginger to pose that the best shot ginger can give..annoyed!! haha..but ginger is good-pampered-lazy cat..u can say no when ginger beg for food!!

~ i love to meet life survivor~

hye i ann..my full name is syazwani jamal.i was born on 24th february1984 in Ipoh Perak.i am living with a happy family which is parents and siblings. i graduated from university last year in october 2008. i just leaving my work at chan & associates for good. i now move on to open up my own firm and doing cases which only involve family matters.

during my school time i wasnt have much fun at all..what i am doing is only studying (well ahaks..urm yes) i am not a good or straight A student but i am proud of myself studying law till i graduated. this the biggest reward that i can give to myself (make my dream come tru). 4 years plus 1year and half i do studying law and when think about that now i might rather say ouchh to myself. its fun to have friend around when u are in the university furthermore when u are out of parents supervise but it pays back when the exam just around the corner..omg i cant imagine i turning sick everytime exam week approach me. as worst as my nose out of sudden bleed while i am reading book and i fainted..ahaks..but the day u came out on the stage received the degree the feelings is priceless..seeing ur parents happy makes every pain gone.

and now here i am..i am what i am..have fun with own pocket money means alot to me..i do what i want..no one stop me..hello my nose bleed during my study and no one stop that so now why concern?ahaks..i go around with my own..hurm i feels past pain rewards me this much..life even good, surrounded by the people who really care and educated.

married?we see how its bring..it realy leaving it to fate..but i know someone outside is watching me adore me and i really sure about that..no doubt but really its all fated.

so what more can i say i just wanna meet those who can survive in life no matter what they go tru with or even absolutely contrast with my own life journey..i am hoping i can share laugh smile stories and everything with those life survivor..i think they are just great!!! and awesome!!
life survivor!!

~once upon a time..~

1990 i was young and naive..well its cool being a children where we dont have to face any problems in life..what we had only joy and happiness..these are the pic of me .. my life at that time was so fun.. i was born as the 1st daughter cum as the 1st grand daughter..i had full of attention of my families mamber. it had been long for four years until my lil bro born. i was staying with mt big family at that particular time i am the only kid in the house..how life so fantastic u can imagine..i love my life at that time..(im not saying i dont love my life now) .. now i am the product of the past..

~this is me this real~

hello there it has been so long time ago i dont have any blog for my own..fortunately i have my own blog before but unfortunately i shut it already.. seems i have some problem bout it..whats the problem ahaks..i just keep it low..so from now on i have this blog and forever i wont shut it ( i regret i was once shut my blog). a new start a new entry bout me myself and life..so friends..keep going..drop your support here..thanks ya.